I’m 14 years old and I don’t know what to do with my life anymore !!!!

It’s exactly what it is !!! I got so fucking bored that I resorted to coding a stupid, eyestraining journal that nobody gives a shit about. I doubt anyone will even read this lmaoaoaoa but idrc writing informally on a shitty website is fun and I like it !!!!!!! Normally, I’d be doomscrolling on Tiktok or Reddit by this hour but I felt productive (thanks maam dumawal for the basic coding knowledge lmaoaoaoaoa).


By the time I’m writing this, it’s currently Halloween !!! At the same time, it’s also our school’s holiday break. I DESPISE school breaks. I’m an only child and I have nothing to do in the house !!!!! I absolutely love playing games but my devices are way too shitty to be able to run my favorites. Instead, I pass time by reading, writing, listening to music, playing my instruments, or, as aforementioned, doomscrolling. I enjoy doing these, but as time passes I would get bored of the repetitiveness. I’m someone who loves spontaneity and new stuff, but I never find the time to be able to harness my creativity and desire for adventure because of school and some extracurriculars. I HATE it so much !!


I want to start doing something new and cool. I want to commit to something and value it regardless of what other people think. I think this journal would be a good way for me to entertain myself and at the same time debrief my emotions !!!! If by chance a stranger online happens to encounter this website, can you pleaseeeepleasepleaspleaseeeee flout the existence of this website? The same goes for close friends. I’d like this to be a little secret between me and everyone’s little gadgets. Thank youoisahdfiusadkf !!!!!!! :3